EN OTRO IDIOMA
I wish you have been doing well
I am sure that though.
It is just a way to answer myself
like I would talking in this instant with you,
Is around 11:13 pm
this April Tuesday 27.
I am leaning over my bed
My fingers touching this pad
to write electronically this text.
If you are wonder if I am okay,
I am very good!
Or I pretend to be okay.
I guess I have been understanding
that in everything we do is involve an act of decision
For some of us ease ,
for others are really hard,
for me despite to be aware of the circumstances
I continue fighting to cope myself ,
I am really a weak man,
sometimes I hate myself,
other I also hate you too,
with love, without a reason,
as a crazy man,
with an awakening of controversial inner ,
is always an controversial feeling
when we focus on ourselves,
specially when we don’t wanted to forgot,
or at least to try to live,
lacking of that we love to death.
And I am sure about it,
I have not taking serious to have God in my life ,
and is a double mistake to knowing something and not do it.
I accept my guilty.
Believe me "" is hard for me,
even when I see the silence
or could be a indifference
or an act of ignore me
I want to think you really are get in serious relationship with God,
also dedicate your life to your husband ,
As a wife is a absolutely a responsibility,
I know also,
you keep extremely busy;
even more you won’t be able to read this really well at all.
But wherever would be the motive
I feel proud of you, I really admire you.
I want to have that character
that make people strong in all stages of the life.
This long text as a testament,
is my way to at least to be plain,
the way to empty out my soul,
from a few things that they overflow with impetus force ,
every day, love, hate, desire, madness,
longing, deception, craving to see you again,
knowing that will be impossible
or something that we never have the same meaning ,
being unnecessary to aim.
With this I want you know ,
the eternal moment always live
without expire date for it, into me;
crazy eh?!
I always love you ¡forever!
every single day,
you are my favorite elixir
pouring down inside my soul,
the main reason that pops up
in the exactly moment
when the somnolence left my brain,
throughout the day you go always with me ,
my god know the sound of your name pretty well,
would be a sin named you,
without feel it on my beaten heart.
I know we are so distant,
more if we get together,
because the solely is not an event
but an some cases
a way to live among others without to be understood,
I don’t pretend to be understand, though.
and I am happy not because I have everything
but because I do not have nothing to lose.
Aunque algunas veces
Tengo miedo a ser feliz
Por solo entonces
Solo entonces
Se siente en plena carne la tristeza
You probably will see a few writings from me
in a certain dates,
if I get the courage to do, no needs to be answered.
And is around 12: 27 pm, this Tuesday,
and as a nocturnal bird,
shaking its wings,
I deploy my arms and my fists ,
because not just in a victory signal
we rise up out hands
but in signal of worship as well.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER !!
Autor:Hilario esteban Lopez©
